A few interesting insights

Wanna take this chance to share some really deep insights that hit me.....

Dont want them to be judged......but maybe some of these apply....

- Paradox principle

Its interesting how I behave in an almost opposite manner from what I am originally seeking - like being humble coz I wanna be appreciated for that too! Look at your own behaviour and check it out....maybe you are doing as people tell you to do, coz u wanna control them, drive them......maybe you are acting very very confidence to really try and hide the insecurity within......you're excessively quiet but go on talking at the slightest chance if someone comes to hear....??

- The blindspot principle

Your biggest insight is generally the one that you need most in your life.....its interesting how because its so close to us, we are blind to it...the most common gyaan that you are dishing out is exactly what you need.....but you dont realise it coz you're so blind to the issues you are facing.....

- God's always there

My bracket tagline read "God I'm stronger than you think :P" .....only for me to realise eventually that it was He who was helping me.......through the most unexpected channels but he was always there

Learnt to talk to Him.....and get some really amazing replies....most of these answers are within....no one needs to tell you...you just need to slow down enough to hear them :)

- The test is the toughest

Just went through a really hard patch in life....and when the test is on, NOTHING...almost nothing helps.....it becomes almost impossible to survive...the pain reaches a cresendo and then you are about to break...but instead of breaking down, you break out of it...you break out and come out of it stronger....something within you knows its ended...and suddenly you have people all around, everything going great again...the test is over and its celebration time...but while that test is on, its SO CHALLENGING to apply what you already know in practice......mebbe thats a part of the test....I think the real learning is what sticks to you when you are going through that patch


- Screw the ego yaar

When I had a problem, my enthu to handle it on my own was too much....and enough to blind me to the fact that I was not actually handling it myself.....the reality was that I was dependant but just not aware of it....the ego is the biggest illusion to happen to ourkind....obstructs us from asking for and getting so much.......The I-ness....the approval....all that went out in one go....but while it was there....things were really bad :)




More on these later......